With that being said, Satan has been unleashing hell on me the past few months. I don't know if I am nearing the end of it, but I think I am. Every area of life has been attacked, and while I value the lessons I have learned throughout this time, I really want a bit of a break.
Throughout this time I have learned and been reminded of a few valuable things.
1) Satan attacks leaders... hard. I stepped into leadership, and all of a sudden I have been attacked in ways that I have never been attacked before.
2) If Satan's attacks can be compared to a fire, God's Word is the water to put that fire out. I spent a considerable amount of time in the Word today, and I feel stronger than I have in weeks.
3) The more that's required of you, the more you need Jesus, and the more you should spend time on your knees in prayer. Pretty self-explanatory.
4) Nothing could teach you about leadership as well as leadership itself. In the past year, I have read three books on leadership, and I'm reading a fourth one right now. I have learned more in the past few months than I possibly could have by reading those books.
5) Bitterness must be dealt with and extinguished by any means possible. You will either go two ways in life as you get older... you will either become more humble, gentle, and generous, or your personality will calcify. The former is far better than the latter. Fortunately I haven't learned this lesson the hard way as I have allowed no room for bitterness to develop in my heart.
6) The parachurch is dangerous. It has the potential to allow all sorts of lawlessness into the Church. I could right a 5,000 word blog about this point, but maybe I'll save that for another time.
7) I'm weaker and more frail than I ever thought possible. Thank God for His preservation of my soul.
